I guess thats how the dice roll...

Since.. when.. did people get so edgy? Since when did they become so short-tempered..?

Am I just so easy to switch feelings for?
I mean so much work is put into relationships, friendships, and comradeship... And I see others have that stage where things go wrong... people get mad at friends, coworkers, or lovers. They are at odds, on the rocks, or not seeing eye to eye... But they work through it...

Why doesn't that happen to me? ...All that time of talking and getting to know others and enjoying conversations with them... all of that is gone in a flash... Just a warning sign and then.. nothing... Its like God is waving a sign in front of me out of nowhere "Prepare to Lose Friendship" and next thing I know people won't talk to me, they block me out of their life, and I'm single and alone...

Where is my crunch time? When do I get a chance to "work things out"?
All it leaves me with is that sinking feeling that I'll end up never knowing what happened to ruin everything... Not knowing what was going on through their head the moment they said those seething and fiery words before leaving me alone...

I don't know what it is.. and no one wants to work things out about it so I won't ever figure out what is wrong with me.. All I know how to do then is walk on, in this desolate plane of existence.. existing is all I seem to be good at... And its all I seem to do...

Alone.